Clarita died on Sunday and Monica has contracted covid19 nursing people at a hospital in NYC. 64,753 out of 1,202,236 have recuperated worldwide, which is ~5%!! I’m tryin to be hope-full…
Navajo Nation has now 321 COVID-19 cases and 13 total deaths as of Saturday! Navajo County:137 Apache County:31 Coconino County:90 McKinley County: 17 San Juan County:30 Cibola County:7 San Juan County (Utah): 7 Socorro (NM): 2
Talking with my mami calmed me lots even though we spoke of the horrors happening in nuestra tierra. I am disoriented today (like the double 8th days posts). I awoke with a headache and queasy and was petrified for a moment. Then, I felt serene.
I kept thinking our Free Minds Open Mic was tonight so I worked for a while. I took my last adderall and applied for 2 jobs and emailed a few people and posted on SM some while dancing to some music… a lot of the Tosca Tango Orchestra today.
Then, I practiced my ukulele, Quijote, quickly and headed out around 18:00, deciding I’ll just read the poem I wrote for “Speaking for Ourselves“. I been writing some verses tho. If I were to ever perform live, this is the crew to do it with. My FMFP group is kind and supportive and about this life!
At first, I went on feet but then went back to drive to a new spot – up the mountain this time. Que curiosidad! The following moments were amazing:
Sintiendooooo Sintiendo oooo
You know my function, as long as I’m alive Imma live illegal… but worth all the risk, including my dumbass driving and running up and down a steep mountain without safety boundaries in oldass boots. This was all kindsa silly; I reeked of sweaty armpits, which I kinda like the smell now…. then I explored some, which was great. My mini keychain tool doubled as a joint holder – that brought me delight. I spotted a water park of the sorts from the highest peak today – fuckin richers. So Pleasantville were the houses I stumbled upon just before rushing home thinking I was an hour late to the start of our Open Mic:
21:41 I cleared 87 tabs on my phone and cleared the home screen of everything except whatsapp and the weather. There were 5 tabs on my other phone and I did the same. MY laptop had several word docs and pdf files plus a few dozen tabs open in 3 Mozilla screens and 3-4 Chrome screens. Maybe 8 Google docs open and my emails from both institutions and 1 personal email additional to FB Twitter news….. then deleted IG, FB, Twitter will be next.
My hair looked fabulous after a good long hot shower so I photographed away. Kinda felt sexy all day… after such solemn days, it was great to feel solitude in sweetness, gratutude, joy, appreciation – so much beauty today 🙂
This was exciting for a second:
Does not always remind me of the vapid, boring loser abuser… I once knew… just sometimes…